this is the real yemi

A Saturday Morning Convo

Tue, 16 Jun 2009 16:45:20 -0400

She: You Know Slydell, I really don't see myself with you. It's like make believe.
Me: Yeah, I know...
She: No, You don't. Stop acting like you know everything.
Me: Yeah it's like make believe... Like a Fairy Tale... You don't like fairy tales.
She: Look, I'm going... Going to clean up...
Me: Yeah, keep running...
She: Bye...
Me: Later.

wtf... who was that

yemi

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 22:06:54 -0500

yemi

Pleasure turns to the pain, Of the lessons learned from the strain; Of the questions burned in my...

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 11:52:58 -0500

Pleasure turns to the pain,

Of the lessons learned from the strain;

Of the questions burned in my brain.

About weather love is humane in its touch.

These thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream.

In the tears of deceit,

Fighting the current hurt;

That kills more than is created.

By the chaos of our intertwined emotions;

Chaotic because of the anchor,

Of EROS’ arrow

Has been plucked from the vessel of my undying infatuation;

Separation not as simple as the distance between us,

My mind no longer possessed by the demons.

That have been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies.

The seed of these lies rooted so deeply,

They cracked the foundation of what we once shared.

Allowing the faith in us I had sealed inside to gush like a river.

Ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts;

As violently and as brutally

As if it were a child being taken from his mother’s arms.

I’m surrounded by darkness.

But, I refuse to be surrounded by it.

My loneliness like the night air,

Invisible to the eye; obvious to the touch;

Its cold uncomfortableness,

Yet! I could do it all again.

I would do it, in the same skin I’m in.

To lay down and let love die;

Just stay down and let love lie.

No.

No…

Not I!

I’ll stay around and let love fly.

Even though I’ve seen its darkest form deceit;

“Nothing else could taste this warm or feel this sweet.”

i come here yesterday and this bloody place real cold outside now man. pluss the flight was too long...

Sun, 30 Nov 2008 08:57:37 -0500

i come here yesterday and this bloody place real cold outside now man. pluss the flight was too long and hot. man we need teleport machines…

its the deal

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 14:43:41 -0400

…its what u think cause of the senical responces u give and the ludacris things u do… yes thats what im saying to you… what is that supposed to mean… i cant make it work all by my self and ur contribution is not sufficient to sustain what we’ve learnt to nurture and quite frankly ur soselfish its destroying all that i worked for… u dont have to tell me i know u dont care i want u to u really dont c what ur doin to this person that ur supposed tocare abt to fuck with love… this is the deal… u need to get

yeah i like that really real slyology: eatsleepdraw

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 14:31:16 -0400

yeah i like that really real

slyology:

eatsleepdraw

sho nuff this is fa real

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 19:47:29 -0400

sho nuff this is fa real

i really feelin this

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 19:41:43 -0400

i really feelin this

wtf

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 09:23:29 -0400

…rite now shit just botherin me man i aint no where it commin frm but when it rains it really pours homes… is like “fuck u… u aint gets no love lookin boi…” thats all i hear frm every where

thats how shit feels now ike a big blank spacee in between all this mini film that i goin thru i really want the director to say cut like now…

Text Message From an Ex-Girlfriend

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 09:16:37 -0400

boi that is some shit of a messafe to have her send u “i fuckin hate u” would hav been better

slyology:

“Hi, goodmorning, lastnight i was looking through my diary and it had alot of stuff about us when we were together….gosh i guess back then i really had feelings for u. Anyway such is life.”

this trinidad thing got me really bad man i aint even gettin no pussy frm ma honey… but i...

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 21:04:59 -0400

this trinidad thing got me really bad man i aint even gettin no pussy frm ma honey… but i guessin i got to “nick at nite” till i go back to guyana…

yeah i deh here in trinidad… wkin on this so the shit aircraft… place really hot and i...

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 12:38:23 -0400

yeah i deh here in trinidad… wkin on this so the shit aircraft… place really hot and i think i want to have some ssexy time wiht some girls here

"…a stupid question is the un-asked question…"

Tue, 13 May 2008 16:44:28 -0400

“…a stupid question is the un-asked question…”

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slyology: beautiful. i like this

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 15:25:00 -0400

slyology:

beautiful.

i like this

ttkilly

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 16:12:02 -0400

ttkilly

today was a good day

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 16:10:41 -0400

yeah it really was i deh home here chilin with ma fam… u no shit like that

though it rained alot. ma daughter here got me runnin up and down all ova the house and shit …. ooh snap she bout to put her finer in the fan… gg

busy

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 12:16:12 -0400

man i aint really gettin time to com and do this since i got to redirect the way i do everything now… i got to balance ma daughter, school and me. quite frankly i feel like a lil robot… snap

yeah i been to buddy’s int. htel ool the other day and i d...

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 12:12:07 -0400

yeah i been to buddy’s int. htel ool the other day and i d feelin lil hornyso i had to cop a feel a this elephant..

hey

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 08:03:31 -0500

im in a class rite now… doin some real nice plane trainin… this wekend was the shit… though i had to miss a bbq with ma homies cause ma kitcen flood…it was still cool…yesterday i worked and worked… and nothin much to report…

mash

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:26:46 -0500

yup …on mash day i aint really do much i been out. yeah i roll out with the entourage was me, adel, lil bits, rhoki, dhaki and steve… yeah we d limin by kfc.. got drunk as hell the pick up ozzy and he horny gul and went o linden… was fun